Nite idea part 1

I don't know the meaning of love. What love is. What's the purpose of love? And what's the feeling of being loved? I can't understand all of the questions bout love. For me Love is Nothing. Love is empty. Love is abstract. I can't feel it. It is just a blank inside my heart. If you can...show me what the love is. I'm so sick of love. I'm so tired of love. Love is about being hurt. Love is about pain. So I don't want to be trapped by love. Because i don't wanna be hurt and feel the pain. It's so suck!!!!